Its been a while since I've written.  And even writing now, I don't really feel compelled, which is sort of a guarantee that this post will suck.

Oh well.

School is going well for both kids.  They are both rocking straight A's which is far better than I ever did, like, ever.  Dingus and I talk all the time about how much better they are at this age then we were.  I bet we have the same conversation for the rest of our lives.  Its so awesome to have cool, smart, funny kids.  Don't get me wrong, they are dorky, stinky, filthy animals.   But they are mine and I love them madly.

I've been feeling melancholy lately and I realize its their fault.  I miss them!  They are always at school, at sports, at friends and I barely get to wrap my arms around them long enough each day.   I have way too much free time on my hands.

Which says it all right there.  Its true, I admit it, I'm going to fix it.

We are just over a week from going to Hawaii.  I'm getting excited.  I just filled my prescription for Xanax.  Just thinking about that long flight... gah.  More vodka please.  Oh, that reminds me I have to bring cash for vodka on the flight:)  It should be a fun trip.  The heat, the bright sun, the sand.  But I am nervous and would like to cancel the trip and I can't wait to get there.  Oh hi, welcome to my crazy brain.

I haven't been to a ww meeting in a month.  I just can't fit it in time wise.  Happily, I haven't gained any weight and I'm back on chips (which really needs to stop.)

Ok, my artichoke lunch is ready.